Its been too long....again. Life has thrown me a fair few obstacles, which have proven difficult for the path I have planned for myself. I always find that in life, there are distractions and downfalls. Distractions, in which the responsibility lies with yourself, is one that plagues us all. We just have to remain focused and always keep in our mind what our ultimate goal is. Downfalls sometimes cant be helped and are an even bigger glaring problem. The method here would be to try and deal with such a problem the best you can, then once you have overcome whatever has tried to strike you down, carry on down the path to happiness. With dedication and perseverance, you will accomplish any goal you set yourself!
So here is a few things Ive faced recently:
INCIDENT - I lost my job - This is why I have been on Facebook a lot more recently
ACTION - I didnt waiver, I felt sad at first. But then I decided to just enjoy the free time I had! Then once I overcome the unfortunate situation, I went to a work agency and they have been giving me constant work ever since. I fixed a problem from one of lifes downfalls. Which proves my theory in my opening paragraph :)
INCIDENT - The council have deemed my house not fit to live in and we all have to be out at the end of the month. We were all supposed to move into an empty house with the same agency. But 2 of my housemates had a bust up and now we arent moving into the empty house!
ACTION - I tried not to fret. I simply looked at my finances, despite not yet having consistant, full-time work. I looked at available options and evaluated my budget and how much I could afford. I went to view a house yesterday and it looks promising. I wont be homeless at the end of the month and the house I went to see was so LUSH!
These are two of the major downfalls in my life right now. But I seemed to have dealt with them incredibly well. Having Kirsty to support me was really lovely too. She helped me retain my confidence and helped me see the strength I possess within myself. Im a survivor, I can deal with most shit life hands me.
Project Sylo hasnt been going all too well due to this, sadly. But once I move into my new house, I should feel fresh and ready to carry on with improving myself. I apologise this hasnt been a long update, but I just wanted to let you know what has been going on in my life for the past month or so. I missing writing and I feel a little better now I have typed this. I hope you are all well and your lives are going great. Im around on facebook, so if you do wanna chat, about anything at all, then dont hesitate to message me and I will be more than happy to chat :)
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Tuesday, 20 March 2012
Tuesday, 20 July 2010
Here we go...
So after years of not wanting to have an online blog, Ive decided to create a new one. Ive grown from the way I used to post before, or at least I can only try to be less depressing in my blog posts! Also this site seems more mature than other blogging sites...
I guess I have one main goal right now, and there will be a few people who are aware of what this is haha! Basically Ive been a stupid pussy most of my life, used to get bullied for being a "twig" and "stick thin" etc. So Ive decided I want to bulk up. This requires me to eat at least every 3 hours during the day, including a snack right before bedtime to repair muscle tissue and help it grow.
My diet will consist of a very high protein content along with a fairly high carb content. Fats are not so important, but I am making sure I get one decent serving of meat each day to ensure a good fat maintenance.
Typical foods from breakfast through to bedtime are:
2/3 slices of wholemeal toast with banana
Jacket Potato with tuna/mayo OR Prawns with dressing
Peanuts
Protein Shake
Pasta OR Noodles with one big serving of fresh meat
Protein Shake
2 slices of wholemeal toast OR Tuna sandwich
(More)Peanuts lol
It doesnt seem that much, but I am trying to find other ways of getting carbs and fats into my diet. This is the first proper week. I will be going to weigh myself tomorrow and calculate my body fat percentage and then mark my progress every 2 or 3 weeks...Maybe 3 weeks is best?
The whole purpose of this is to build a healthier, stronger body. I hope to take up some form of martial arts or self defence once I have sufficient energy in my body to ensure I can afford a high output of calories.
ON A LIGHTER NOTE!
After 11 months of being single and fishing through god knows how many girls, I think Ive finally found someone to build a foundation of a relationship. Of course Im gonna take things very slowly this time, been hurt badly twice before, so maybe this is 3rd time lucky? Her name is Rachel (Btw, Ive ALWAYS loved that name, so thats bonus points haha!) and she is 23, got a 6 year old boy who I am still too scared to meet! Its been a week today, so obviously its seriously early days, but so far, no red flags :)
Ive also gained a few new friends in this area who I get on very well with, Im happy about this. I find it hard to trust people, so its nice to have a couple of people who I can build a good friendship with, we'll see what happens there.
I dont want to ramble on, as once I get started, I find it hard to stop, my old blog posts used to run over 3000 words long! Below I'll list my other goals/targets:
Start writing short stories
Write more poetry
Finishing game design concept
Attempt to write a story based on my game design
Read all 13 books by Terry Goodkind (11 are the "Sword of Truth" series)
Get stronger and bulk up
Erm....I cant think of much else right now!
Anyway, I hope I havent bored you readers (if there are any...) in my first blog post! I will definitely be writing some interesting, compelling and exciting topics and ideas in this blog, but all in good time :)
Seeker out!
I guess I have one main goal right now, and there will be a few people who are aware of what this is haha! Basically Ive been a stupid pussy most of my life, used to get bullied for being a "twig" and "stick thin" etc. So Ive decided I want to bulk up. This requires me to eat at least every 3 hours during the day, including a snack right before bedtime to repair muscle tissue and help it grow.
My diet will consist of a very high protein content along with a fairly high carb content. Fats are not so important, but I am making sure I get one decent serving of meat each day to ensure a good fat maintenance.
Typical foods from breakfast through to bedtime are:
2/3 slices of wholemeal toast with banana
Jacket Potato with tuna/mayo OR Prawns with dressing
Peanuts
Protein Shake
Pasta OR Noodles with one big serving of fresh meat
Protein Shake
2 slices of wholemeal toast OR Tuna sandwich
(More)Peanuts lol
It doesnt seem that much, but I am trying to find other ways of getting carbs and fats into my diet. This is the first proper week. I will be going to weigh myself tomorrow and calculate my body fat percentage and then mark my progress every 2 or 3 weeks...Maybe 3 weeks is best?
The whole purpose of this is to build a healthier, stronger body. I hope to take up some form of martial arts or self defence once I have sufficient energy in my body to ensure I can afford a high output of calories.
ON A LIGHTER NOTE!
After 11 months of being single and fishing through god knows how many girls, I think Ive finally found someone to build a foundation of a relationship. Of course Im gonna take things very slowly this time, been hurt badly twice before, so maybe this is 3rd time lucky? Her name is Rachel (Btw, Ive ALWAYS loved that name, so thats bonus points haha!) and she is 23, got a 6 year old boy who I am still too scared to meet! Its been a week today, so obviously its seriously early days, but so far, no red flags :)
Ive also gained a few new friends in this area who I get on very well with, Im happy about this. I find it hard to trust people, so its nice to have a couple of people who I can build a good friendship with, we'll see what happens there.
I dont want to ramble on, as once I get started, I find it hard to stop, my old blog posts used to run over 3000 words long! Below I'll list my other goals/targets:
Start writing short stories
Write more poetry
Finishing game design concept
Attempt to write a story based on my game design
Read all 13 books by Terry Goodkind (11 are the "Sword of Truth" series)
Get stronger and bulk up
Erm....I cant think of much else right now!
Anyway, I hope I havent bored you readers (if there are any...) in my first blog post! I will definitely be writing some interesting, compelling and exciting topics and ideas in this blog, but all in good time :)
Seeker out!
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