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"I wont ever be distracted by the ones who want me to fail."

Wednesday, 30 March 2011

Temporary Delay

Sylo has taken a break until Friday. The reason for this is that I have a truly annoying housemate. He was okay to begin with, but I noticed he started victimising a fellow housemate, and this other housemate became my friend, and I tried to help him through the hardship this Rhys guy had been given him. My friend left about a week ago and has moved to a better place, but now this Rhys has focused his attention on me. Ive dealt with his behaviour passively and after studying how he acts and behaves Ive come to the conclusion that he is a passive aggressive. This involves quite a lot of negative mental thoughts. I dont really have the energy to explain it, but google the term if you must :)

Everytime Ive seen this guy around the house, he has always tried to start an argument with me, wrongful accusations about missing food, misplaced items and such. Or it will something completely irrelevant. The guy is an absolute nightmare. So as a result of this Sylo has been badly affected, my determination is diminishing and it feels beyond my control. However, I am moving into my new place on Friday, which is in 2 days. I really cant wait!

The new place is awesome, the room I have is twice as big, the housemates are friendly and sociable. I have the facilities to make Sylo a much better project. For instance, in my room there is a desk, which is perfect to start on my creative ideas, poetry, drawings and the like :) I'll also be starting a new gym, the gym I was with before was the one Rhys worked in, he is a personal trainer there. So as with moving and getting on with things, I dont need to be bumping into this guy again. I just feel like the last 2 weeks have been really crappy. Its not that Ive become distracted, Ive become restricted, almost beyond control. I cannot allow this to happen, which is why I am moving.

Once I move on Friday, I will be working twice as hard to make sure Sylo is a flourishing and successful project and I will have learnt something from all this and make sure that it never happens again. Its okay to falter, as long as you avoid failure. I hope you dont see me as weak, but as a strong person who is making a change in my life for the better in order to continue to improve myself.

I also know that no matter where I am or the progress Ive made in Sylo, you, my friends, will always be with me :)

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